Just wanted to give a warm hello from southern Michigan and can not overstate the fact that I am truly happy to have found ya'll.
I'm a 29/11 with expression & souls urge of 7, and in the midst of one hell of an awakening lol. I've got a super interesting story to share, as well as wanting to connect with some fellow 11's for some much needed advice and community. I've been doing this all on my own, and without youtube and seriously amazing people such as Carmen I would be absolutely lost. I experienced communication with my transitioned brother minutes before before getting the anesthetia for my 1st of 3 brain surgeries in 2019. Then I xp'd an OBE and got to watch my 1st surgery from above. The surgeries were to remove a (would would have been fatal) brain tumor that won ONLY found due to a brain injury suffered during an attack linked to what was an out of control opiate addiction. Hell, those are just the bullet points and seem to catch people attention LOL. It took me a couple of years to process and heal from the procedures and addiction. Then another year or so of doing Dr. Joe's Rewired formulas to finally silence my ever wondering mind... I had no idea having a silent mind was even an option! Anyway, it wasn't too long into the recovery when I realized I had all the time in the world as I couldnt do much and had zero intention of being the person I was. This all led me to self discovery, but silencing the mind was #1 by far, Now, I havent spent less than a couple of hours in silence and doing the inner work for the past 10 months or so, most days are much more. But I'm currently reaching a point where what I can only imagine is my magnetic field (as its growing more potent by the day) where I'm looking for some clarity. When I practice, wires within the walls move, ice cubes pop and spin in the glass, the roof pops and the shower door even slammed shut one morning! That last one scared me for a moment, but then I was laughing uncontrollably, more so bc I didn't think I'd ever be able to tell a single soul this LOL. That's a lot already, but I've got so much more and am super excited and willing to share and grow along with the rest of you. The main reason I mention these things above is just that I thought it would be a great way to hopefully find a person who has or is experiencing any of these things, or just wants to discuss or question anything. I'm learning daily, but this is my dedicated practice as well as my newfound Art business which has emerged right along side the spiritual :) Happy to be here, nice to meet ya. Phil